From: Newsgroups: misc.legal,sci.med,alt.law-enforcement,alt.mindcontrol,alt.psychology Subject: Mind Control: 47 Years Date: 7 Dec 1995 00:41:27 GMT Organization: none-set [Name&address elided] March 12, 1994 Dear Citizens: I am a victim of mind control. I have been mind controlled for my entire life of forty-seven (47) years. I will try to briefly summarize what I remember and why I am writing this letter. I have been mind controlled with the typical methods of behavior modification, hypnosis, drugs, electric shock, torture, and lies. I believe that most people who understand the methods of the secret societies would call me a slave. I can recall the perpetrators using the above methods on me when I was younger than three years old. As many know, the methods cause amnesia for the conditioning and psychological dissociation of the reality that the person is a slave. Over the years the above methods were frequently used on me, at times daily. Sometimes I would realize my circumstance because some good people would awaken me and explain what was being done to me. When I would begin to realize what was being done to me, the perpetrators would find me and intensify their efforts. They often used torture, ether, memory blocking drugs, and electric shock to my head to erase my memories. This would cause me to forget what the good citizens told me. Apparently, the above very strong methods of mind control were not enough for the perpetrators. I now remember that when I was about twelve (12) years old in 1959, the evil people inserted a temporary radio receiver in my ear. I was told that I had a hearing problem and I had to a wear hearing aid. Apparently, some people around me objected, and they stopped that tactic for a short time. When I was about fifteen (15) years old in 1962, they had miniaturized radio receivers sufficiently that they could insert one in my ear canal without me realizing what they had done. Then they would use very low volume subliminal messages to control me. They would give me post-hypnotic suggestions that I had ear infections and I must not clean inside my ear canals or I would suffer permanent hearing loss. Occasionally, I would clean inside my ear canals and find a metal device, that would be explained away by those around me. The realizations of devices in my ears were then always erased with torture, drugs, and electricity. The mind control efforts were very intense. I was oblivious to many events around me, and certainly to the reality I was being completely controlled. I had thousands of days and experiences simply erased from my memory by their techniques. Occasionally, with some people's help I would briefly break free from their control. This would enrage them. When I was about twenty (20) years old in 1967, they surgically implanted a miniature radio receiver and transmitter behind my right ear canal and next to my ear drum. I was told I had hurt my ear playing football. Over the next twenty (20) years the receiver-transmitter was replaced a couple of times and another one was implanted behind the other ear. I have several very fine scars above and behind both ears. Apparently, the perpetrators not only would broadcast subliminal commands to me, but had the ability to listen to my conversations, and to electronically track and locate me. For some reason, in addition to the surgically implanted radio receiver-transmitters, at times additional miniature receivers were also inserted into my ear canals. I can recall having one found in my ear by a California State University, Northridge, health center medical doctor in 1971. I also found another one in my ear in about 1988. Of course, they would immediately erase my memory of what I had found. I assume there have been other times that I have not yet recalled. Why would there be miniature receivers in my ear canals in addition to the surgically implanted ones behind my ear canals? I can only guess. Perhaps different organizations were trying to control me. Maybe people were monitoring the frequency of the implants, so the perpetrators would send extra sensitive commands with the new devices. I really don't know. I do know that any realization of what they had done to me was quickly erased from my memory. I lived for about forty-two (42) years not realizing that I am a victim and they have turned me into a human robot. There have many other devices. I can recall having an electrode inserted into my frontal brain through my nostril when I was about thirty-three (33) years old in 1980. I experienced intense pain, confusion, and disequilibrium. I was told I had a sinus infection. I explored the source of my pain and found a small bulb stuck to the roof of my nasal cavity. The doctors I contacted said it was an infection and not to touch it. I persisted and removed it myself with tweezers. It looked like a two-pronged electrode, with two sharp wires stuck up into my brain with the bulb hanging down. I took it to the Federal Bureau of Investigation (F.B.I.). They told me it was a transistor that had probably fallen out of an automobile. Then my memory of the event was erased for several years until recently. There are several other such incidents for which I have only very vague memories. When I lived in Westlake Village, California, and I was forty-two (42) years old in 1989, I began to realized that something was very wrong. I had massive memory loss and some memories I could not explain. I gradually began to realize I was the victim of mind control. I began to recall thousands of conditioning sessions and abuses. I had not yet realized I was also the victim of surgical implantations. When I sought help from "friends," family, and medical professionals, they all said I must be psychotic that none of it had happened. They said there are no secret organizations and there is no such thing as mind control, that it is all a delusion. I quickly learned that no one would talk about the abuses. I was threatened that if I talked about it I would be committed to a mental institution for a very long time, or murdered. Of course, the threats are always indirect so they can be denied. My efforts at securing assistance from the F.B.I., police, lawyers, and medical professionals was responded to with a complete denial that such things happen. In 1989 I often observed near my residence several company trucks with the acronym "MWS" on their license plates. I investigated and went to a MWS company, a precious metals distributor, and asked a man in the shipping area if he knew anything about the vehicles. He said they were probably driven by a Mr. Richter. He said that he was agent Tom Smith, and the people at MWS worked for "William Sessions," that I would have to talk to him. He gave me a phone number and I called it and there was no answer. I do not know if the man was telling me the truth, or if it is the same "William Sessions," who was the director of the F.B.I. In 1989 I went to the F.B.I. office in Los Angeles twice. The second time a F.B.I. agent in the office, Mr. Au, said he was in charge of the organized crime surveillance unit for southern California. He said he knew nothing about my situation or about any undercover operation in Westlake Village, and he denied the F.B.I.'s connection to the man at MWS. I began telling him about some of the mind control and electronic abuses against me that I was aware of then. At that time I did not know I had surgical implants. I told him about a house near my residence that had increased its electrical capabilities with some underground construction. I believe they made the construction additions to handle laser beams they had emitted in the neighborhood, including several directed at my house in about 1984. I told him I thought there was even an article in the newspaper about a "hobbyist" that was using lasers about one block from where I lived. He informed me that was classified information, and that he could file charges against me for revealing classified information. I ask him how I could reveal anything classified if apparently no one from the government had contacted me. He said that was correct, the Central Intelligence Agency (C.I.A.), National Security Agency (N.S.A.), or another agency of the United States Government would have had me sign an official contract if they had any contact with me. Then he said I could not be in possession of classified information. I told him I was a licensed counselor and psychotherapist. I informed him that I had an extremely high percentage of patients from the high technology defense industry, and I have records of their employment (Rockwell International, Lockheed Corporation, Rand Corporation, Litton Data Command, Motorola, Rocketdyne, Honeywell Computers, Rockwell Science Center, Lockheed CADAM, Infomatics Corporation, Grumman Corporation, Whittaker Corporation, Hughes Aircraft, Teradyne Corporation, U.S. Navy, U.S. Air Force, U.S. Army, Digital Equipment Corporation, Language Technology Inc., Image Sciences, Tandem Computers, Telos Corporation, Jet Propulsion Lab (JPL), Boeing Aircraft, Electrical Engineering Software (EESOF), Compucorp, Wangtek, Data Products, GTE, Radian Corporation, ATE Associates, RCA, Exxon, IBM, Northrop Corporation, and NASA). He said it is probably just a coincidence. I informed him of the countless others who represented themselves as being from large corporations (Chevron, CBS, NBC, ABC, CNN, Paramount Pictures, Universal Pictures, Lucasfilms, Disney Corporation, Aaron Spelling, Stephen Bochco, WalMart, and others) and government agencies, then my memory would be erased shortly after our meetings. I told him that I had at least three medical doctors, at least three psychologists, a variety of software engineers, and several electrical, chemical, and aerospace engineers as patients. I told him that the people using mind control on me did not have me sign a contract, and they, as well as those using the lasers are probably criminals. He again cautioned me that the information is classified, he would investigate me if I persisted in revealing my information. I was confused because previously he said I could not be in possession of classified information. I told him I had some memory of at least one man who claimed to be with the C.I.A., who had used mind control on me to erase my memory of our meetings. The F.B.I. agent said he seemed to remember a C.I.A. operative that was in the area that turned "bad" about ten (10) years earlier, maybe it was him. He then proceeded to tell me that it sounds like some organization "had their hooks in me," and that if I talked about it publicly they would probably "rip my guts out." I told him the names of a couple of F.B.I. agents I now recall who tried to help me. He said they were no longer with the Bureau or available. He did not want to investigate and he offered no solutions. I anguished with the reality that for over forty-two (42) years I had been a victim of mind control, torture, and slavery. Since I had not yet realized that I had surgical implants I tried to continue on with my life. However, in June 1991 when I was forty-four (44) years old, they informed me through the speakers that I presently have implanted in my skull, that the speakers are there. They just simply increased the volume so I could hear them consciously. They also informed me that I have an electroencephalograph (EEG) transmitter implanted in my brain, and that they use bio-medical telemetry and computers to read the EEG. They indicated that the EEG transmitter was implanted approximately ten (10) years earlier, in about 1981 when I was thirty-four (34) years old. I believe it was implanted even earlier, perhaps in 1970, when I was twenty-three (23) years old. I was a student-employee and an administrative aide at the Department of Defense Contracts Administration Services in Van Nuys, California, in the summer of 1970. I was taken to several defense contractors' locations (Rockwell, Litton, and Lockheed), and shortly after my memory would be erased. On one occasion I was taken to the Lockheed Corporation in Burbank, California. I was asked to "test" a new pilot simulation chair including the oxygen mask. I was then administered a general anesthetic and some type of cranial operation was performed, and then my memory of the events was erased until recently. A couple of years later in about 1972, when I was twenty-five (25) years old, I was directed to "hypnotherapy" by Eric Marcus, M.D., at the Gestalt Therapy Institute in Santa Monica, California. My memories for those sessions were also erased. I just recently recalled the sessions when I saw his name listed in Operation Mind Control (Walter Bowart, 1978) as one of the psychiatrists that evaluated Sirhan Sirhan, the alleged assassin of Robert Kennedy. After the realization of my implants in June 1991, and the perpetrators around the clock torture of me, I contacted several medical doctors. All of the doctors indicated that I must have nerve damage or a psychiatric disorder, because what I was describing doesn't happen. In August 1991 I was given a Magnetic Resonance Imaging (MRI), it is similar to X-rays, of my brain. The technician happen to mention that the images on the screen were not accurate. When I pursued a conversion, forgetting that I am constantly monitored, a man entered the West Hills Regional Medical Center MRI location and told me I had to leave. Of course the doctor, Jeff London, M.D., who ordered the MRI, said the results did not show anything. I know, and the perpetrators know, that a legitimate MRI or X-rays, radio frequency analysis, or surgery will prove the existence of their diabolical system. However, I also know that they are experts at eliminating evidence, and when they can't eliminate the evidence they simply manage the public, media, and judicial system. For example, in December 1991 I was accosted by a psychiatrist, Dr. Goldin, who was in the public mental health system. After physically pushing me several times in front of about ten (10) witnesses, he explained to me that they were there to witness my violent tendency. I did nothing but walk away. He said that he was going to record that I was the one doing the accosting. He said the truth doesn't matter, what he says will be treated as the truth! When I sought legal representation from a San Luis Obispo County Public Defender, David Sachs, he said he knew the allegations were lies, but he was going to treat them as the truth and there was nothing I could do about it! When the perpetrators give me more information about what they have done to me, and I share it with others, they intensify their efforts at creating an image of me as mentally ill instead of as their victim. I have been threatened that the perpetrators will bring forth one of their cleverly constructed frames of me, if I continue to reveal information. I am sure some of you are familiar with their usual efforts at hiding their inhumane practices. I even tried to comply with their "code of silence," thinking that would bring relief. In January 1992, while they were torturing me with their incessant broadcast, I decided to teach a community college psychology course on stress. I did everything to appear normal. I believed maybe I would receive some help if I did not seem to be a witness against them. I also thought the normal appearance would counter their efforts to discredit me. It took all my effort to conduct the class, some how I completed the term. I don't believe with any effort that I could presently accomplish any task that requires sustained concentration. My background is in psychology, and I have a master's degree. I was a Ph.D. candidate in counseling at the University of California, Los Angeles. I taught psychology part-time at a community college for twenty (20) years, and practiced as a licensed Marriage, Family, and Child Counselor for fifteen (15) years. When they first informed me of my implants in June 1991, I thought they were using infrasound and trying to make me psychotic and discredit my testimony. However, after a few days of testing what they were saying to me, it became clear. I have radio receiver- transmitters implanted next to each of my ear drums, and an EEG transmitter implanted in my brain. They have demonstrated quite conclusively they can read every one of my thoughts. The system is extremely fast and accurate. They inform me of their knowledge of my most minimal thoughts, auditory perceptions, and visual perceptions. The system is also very powerful. I have tried evading the radio signals by hiding in structures and traveling great distances. Unfortunately, they have always been able to receive data from the transmitters, and I have always heard their broadcast. Nothing has been successful. The perpetrators are presently using the implants to torture me. They read every thought, make continual bizarre distracting comments, give constant subliminal commands, and use high pitch sounds against me every moment. They use a combination of extremely demented, vulgar, heinous, and satanic ranting; then alternate this with informing me of the details of thousands of days and experiences for which I have had complete amnesia. They will at times cause me to laugh, smile, and display a lighter mood, while inside I know they are creating an image for a situation and I am actually extremely distressed. I know that they still have complete control of me, even though I am now aware of their system. They like to command me to do different behaviors, then taunt me with I am their toy and robot. They continually remind me that it is impossible to counter their subliminal commands. They call this process of torturing me "icing." They have been controlling and torturing me for my entire life. The perpetrators increased their subliminal broadcast to a conscious level and have been using the speakers and EEG transmitter to torture me continuously since June 1991. For over two and a half (2 1/2) years they incessantly, viciously, and maniacally read my thoughts, make vulgar comments, give me atrocious subliminal commands, broadcast noxious sounds, and disorient me every moment. They even structure my dreams when I fall asleep from exhaustion. They have several times kept me awake for several days, I know I was very near death. They tell me they are the "Illuminati," or "Freemasons," or "Brotherhood;" or the "C.I.A.," or "N.S.A.," or "U.S. Navy Intelligence," or "U.S. Army Intelligence," or "U.S. Air Force Intelligence;" or a particular corporation like "Rockwell International," or "Lockheed Corporation," or "Northrop Corporation," or "Exxon." Probably each description contains some truth. I just think of them as The Organization. Since I began realizing in 1989 that I am a victim; for about three (3) years no one would even admit to me that any type of mind control existed. I concluded that their terrorism is so effective that no one ever talks about it. Then in August 1992 an anonymous person in a book store pointed to a book called Breaking The Circle of Satanic Ritual Abuse (1992), by Daniel Ryder. I can not concentrate very well, so I only skimmed the book. It presented information about the "Marionette Syndrome," or slavery, and other abuses. It described explicitly some of the mind control techniques, it gave references to other books on ritual abuse, and it listed some organizations that help people. In August 1992 I began contacting the above organizations. Most of the people with whom I spoke acknowledged that the above atrocities are real and that countless others have been victimized. However, each individual and organization presented some barrier to actually helping me beyond occasionally listening to my anguish. One organization said it sounds like The Illuminati or The Brotherhood is torturing me. They said they have helped several of their victims. They told me that they would send me some information, and then I should call them back to make arrangements to travel to their location. When I called them again, they said they can help others they just can't help me. The above basic scenario has happen on several occasions. It seems that my circumstance is just too controlled and dangerous, that people are unable or afraid to help me. Consequently, in March 1993 I briefly wrote about my understanding of what is happening to me. I posted my warning on CompuServe, the world's largest commercial computer network, under the file name "warn-a.txt." I also posted the warning on several computer bulletin boards under the file name "warn-all.txt." Additionally, I mailed the warning to all the supportive individuals and organizations on a list that I have compiled that began with the list in Daniel Ryder's book. As well, I have personally distributed the warning to many people. I am in the process of revising the warning to include more accurate information from different sources. In March 1993 a psychologist from Los Angeles read my warning and called me. She said she knew that the atrocities I had described are real, and told me I should contact Julianne McKinney. I subsequently contacted Julianne McKinney. She is a member of the Association of National Security Alumni, and she is a director of the Electronic Surveillance Project. She also authored Microwave Harassment and Mind-Control Experimentation (1992). It is about some of the various high technology methods of abuse and mind control used by members the U.S. Government. She sent to me her publication and other information. Brain Transmitters: What They Are And How They Are Used (1992), Mediaecco; International Network against Mind Control 's (INMC) letter to British Prime Minister John Major, dated Stockholm September 9, 1992; and a fact sheet Bio-Medical Telemetry Mind Control: The Technology and Its Possibilities (1992), Mediaecco; as well as other information was sent to me. Since receiving the above information, I have received a variety of books, documents, copies of X-rays, and a few phone calls testifying to the reality of remote mind reading and control. For example, I received Operation Mind Control (1978), Walter Bowart; Such Things Are Known (1982), Dorothy Burdick; The Controllers (1990), Martin Cannon; Implantable Biotelemetry Systems (1970), Thomas Fryer, NASA; and from Mediaecco in Sweden an extensive Mind Control Bibliography (1994), on mind control, bio-telemetry, and other electronic mind control methods. I am incapacitated for days, weeks, and months at a time. My ability to be productive is gravely impaired, but there are a few projects that my handlers have let me complete. I do not know why. I do know they monitor my every thought and action. They were even suggesting phrases to me for inclusion in this letter. They control and manipulate 90-100% of my behaviors. If you or anyone you know can be of any help in securing freedom and surgery for me, I would be greatly appreciative and forever indebted. However, I am not optimistic. The Organization here in America seems to have complete dominance of every individual and institution. They boast to me how they are the Eye of Illuminati, Freemasons, and the secret Greek Society. They say they are a worldwide nation that governs the world. They tell me that no country or organization would dare defy them. They indicate that they are the government behind most governments. I would like to receive any information you have about legitimate professional assistance. However, please remember that those who are controlling me will also know your information. I know first hand that their methods are extremely effective and that they will do anything to retain their power. I know that they are masters of deceit and frequently use a Trojan horse. They set up front organizations to portray that they are helping victims so that they can uncover any underground opposition. I hope that some people and organizations that seem to be genuinely helping victims are real. I am very skeptical. For instance, I wonder about former intelligence officers based in a suburb of Washington, D.C., that publish information about government abuses. Why does the Association of National Security Alumni publish an expose' about microwave harassment and mind-control experimentation? When in reality it is not harassment or experimentation. They are actually diabolical torture and perfected mind control systems, respectively. Why do they emphasize the beginning of government electronic abuses in 1988 or 1989? When they should very well know the abuses have existed for decades. You would think former intelligence officers would know these facts. Why do they emphasize microwaves and directed-energy methods? When there are complete thought reading and mind control systems using implanted devices, telemetry, and super-computers. Why do they present circumstantial evidence with references to records, scars, inconclusive X-rays, and victims' testimonies? When there are victims that are known to them, and brain images, frequency analyzers, and surgeries prove the existence of the devices beyond any doubt. Why is there no reference to the secret societies and fraternities like the Mafia, PII, and Freemasons? Why is there no mention of the prevalence of mind controlled slaves? On the positive side, Julianne McKinney and the Association of National Security Alumni sent to me relatively explicit and useful information. Their material did provide examples and documentation of government and medical community atrocities. They did describe a variety of methods and technologies used to commit abuses, including some medical implants. I can only hope that some who seem to be helping victims, are genuine and have not been created by, or replaced with perpetrators of the atrocities. I will continue to be skeptical and cautious. I know that all legal systems are usurped by The Organization and public laws and constitutions are circumvented. I hope you disseminate the information I share with you. I would very much appreciate it if you can send me any additional information, or if you can provide any help. I believe that I need a professional group familiar with ritual abuse that could arrange a legitimate X-ray and eventually surgery. I do look forward to hearing from you. Please keep in mind my caution about any communication with me will be known by my handlers. Very sincerely, [Name elided]